Words of My Life

Just as the harshness of the cold prickles against my skin, she touches me, instantly making a warmth flow through me, calming my nervousness, which allows me to breathe.

Her words trickle down the hallow well, whispering…”you’ll be okay,” awakening a droplet of strength that blooms a flower of will.

I cinder, cooling from the fires below, trying not to crumble into ashes.
Sometimes the face of life is ugly, but you must treat it like it were any other. Take the pain caused and create something, don’t let the dabbles distract you from your goal. Take the responsiblity unto yourself and push harder, in the end, you will have success.

I wish I could go into more details about what I am up to right now, but unfortunately I don’t have much time. I just wanted to say it is amazing and am I so proud to be a part of this movement going across our nation. I have met so many amazing people and have made new friends, it truly is a great experience.

The last few days my allergies have been going wild. I have woken up several times throughout the night to blow my nose or coughing and sneezing for no particular reason. I went to take some medicine just to discover there was an empty box in the cabinet. Who puts an empty box back in the cabinet???? I have no idea, but it wasn’t me. Or at least I am pretty sure it wasn’t.

The lack of sinus medicine made me go straight to the store, runny nose and all, to purchase some immediately. I am glad I was able to find it because it has helped a ton, but I still wake up in the morning with a runny nose. Allergies drive me crazy sometimes. I didn’t always have them, but probably about ten years ago I started having some issues with them. At least they are not as bad as some people’s, so I won’t complain too much.

I have to go blow my nose, then I am off to work. Joyous!

I don’t typically send out things like this to anyone, but this is for a cause I believe in so much I have taken the time out of my life to dedicate my days to it.

I want to ensure a better future for my friends, my family, my children and yours. I want to fight for equality between all of us, no matter what the color of your skin is, gay or straight, male or female, and I want to look back on history and say, Yes, I stood up for Americans rights and I did what I could to try to make this country better.

I believe this is an opportunity to do just that for all of us, even if you cannot offer much. One dollar can help change a nation.

Will you stand with me and Barack Obama in this cause to unite our country?

Donate to my personal fundraising page, and “Let’s make change together!”

(Yes, I actually wrote this myself. )

Yours,

Kevin Numerick

That mirror is reflecting back at me, and sometimes, I am unable to recognize myself from who I used to be. There are things, thoughts, really, that I used to have.

Opinions, for absolutely no reason that I can conclude, that formed over years and made me become somewhat Judgmental, yet … not. I am sure I will get some spit fire thrown at me from this post, but that’s okay. The evolution of myself is rather simple, in all honesty.

For a long time, even through high school, I was very “anti” make-up. I truly believed that a woman looks better without it to the point where I would catch an attitude if my girlfriend wore some. After her and I split up shortly after high school I realized how dumb that was and have appreciated the effects that make-up can really have on the natural beauty of a woman. It really can make someone just amazing looking, it’s neat.

I’ve noticed my artistic side taking a bit more appreciation to it as well. It’s been very interesting analyzing myself as I change over time.

Once, I found nose piercings, typically just a stud, to be terribly disgusting, a huge turn off, something I thought only trash would have ever gotten. That’s sounds horrible, but sadly, that is really how I felt. Then one day, sometime, years, ago, I saw someone that looked really good with one. From that day forward I have never seen one that I didn’t like. This comes up because a woman entered the store where I currently work and had one and I couldn’t help but admire it. It was a recognition in myself that I was wrong and proud to admit that I had come to truly appreciate the additional beauty that can be brought on with such a piercing.

The same goes for a belly button piercing.

I’ve always had this view that the natural way is the “only” way and should not be tampered with. This leads up to tattoos, which, has been an interesting part to my own evolution this year. I hadn’t put a lot of thought behind them for awhile until I found out randomly that my girlfriend went and got one on a whim (with her very own good reasons, but this was before I spoke with her) and I caught an attitude. I was really like, “What the hell?” (Actually I was a lot worse than that…)

After the situation relaxed I evaluated myself and had no valid reason to act like such an idiot about it. Nothing at all. In fact, I had to ask myself what the hell. It’s really strange to me because I don’t hold any of this against a person who does or has any of this, I really never have, but when it has come to my relationships I have always had issues. I really am not sure why either.

Anyway, I’ve basically taken that situation and turned my perspective to appreciate what tattoos bring, the meaning, the connection, the artistic flair and I have found myself, much like the piercings and make-up, to really appreciate them. So, I am glad, that though I have been and I am sure still will be ignorant in some really stupid stuff, I have been able to evolve from it and grow and gain some real appreciation.

With that said, I will, at some point, be getting myself a tattoo. I’m working on a rough design for what I will want. Once I have the rough idea outlined I will find an artist that can make it into something that I will want to stay with me.

The conclusion here is that I have realized that to see things as beautiful, I need to stop looking at them to not be beautiful.

So goes the Evolution of Myself…

It’s been awhile since I put something that related to the heart of the purpose of my blog. Writing. My personal writing to share with others. I have decided to start posting some writing a little more often just for those who are not looking into the political information I am posting. After all, the purpose was to introduce and entertain people with my words and writing, not just my political views and the causes I have decided to engage myself in.

Hopefully you will enjoy this poem.

Dreaming of Reality

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I’ve been called selfish, narcissistic and all that mumbo jumbo from time to time, but I assure you, I am not out here in the heat, striving to bring change to our great nation, actually, to this great world, for my own selfish pleasures. I am out here for you, for everyone I know and those I do not, to fight for a better tomorrow. I know some of you do not agree with whom I support for this current presidential election and that is fine, but I do not question that what I am doing right now is what I am supposed to be doing.

There is a great need for change in this world and whether you can see it right now or not, it is already happening. The winds are blowing and the tides are turning, people are standing up again, people are speaking, voices joining together to create song and it is absolutely beautiful.

I have witnessed people from all walks of life join together to strengthen communities, walk together proudly because they are able to recognize the values that they all do share and no longer reject each other. The negativity between parties, between people, between us is diminishing before our eyes. I urge you all to stand with each other and walk together to truly bring change to this nation.

Together, we really can do it, I have already witnessed it. Together, Yes. We. Can.

They reactivated my account for me and apologized for the inconvenience, so I am all good to go again. I thank them for their help and returning my account.

I have not gotten the 7,000 credits I lost back, but that’s okay, they could still return them, I just sent in an email request for those as well. If I don’t get them back, that’s okay too, I am just glad that all of the hard work I did with my account is no longer gone to waste.

Thanks Entrecard Team.